Tinyhowl

GENERAL

PSYCHOLOGY

▸ a peculiar but kind figure, TINYhowl is perchance one of the most amiable  creatures to live within her clan. kind to those who let her in, many can find it easy to bring out the playful and humorous side out of her. she also possesses more gentler qualities, such as her humble nature and liberal views. recognizing her own flaws, she is unable to pass judgement onto others as it would be hypocritical in her perspective. she's quite the tomboy with a special kind of personality that resembles a lot to a kit, thanks to being clueless and intact of anything negative, making her quite vocal in her circle of friends and pretty much hyper, even though she's often perceived as the odd kind as she doesn't quite fit in anywhere.

▸ she's a dreamer which makes her sit down and daydream about a lot of things she can't reach as well as come up with ideas she'd love to set in act, even the most impossible ones but this makes her lack of a plan leaving her completely disorganized. She loves running even though she doesn't have the best of stamina.

▸ however, her acute awareness of her innocence to think of the worst - even if she's always cautious - and due to the ways she was raised  has also led to all sorts of personal issues. tinyhowl has more problems with anxiety and insecurity than she lets on, still having social-anxiety and fear of being mocked due to her small and less muscular body though she hides some of it behind a happy-go-lucky front.

▸ her non-confrontational side makes her both noncompetitive and unable to stand for her own opinions and views, even if deep inside of her she'd wish she was more confident to speak for herself - even though she finds it easy when it's between her friends and herself. an odd figure - this she-cat's quirkiness often comes in a mess of awkward ramblings or weird gestures, though this she tries to make up best for by being persistent and understanding.

▸ While she's an impatient feline she seems to be getting along fine with kits and elders, showing signs of strong endurance when it comes to their demands -- especially as she loves playing with kits. even though she loves being present events she tends to stay away or grow distant from clan affairs due to her social anxiety and mind her own business which makes her slow on learning anything new or getting closer to her clanmates.

▸ An awful aftermath of her difficult growing left her was a short-temper that brings out a negative part of her in the surface, which is where she could easily forget about her anxiety and go from 0 to 100 real quick.

▸ while tinyhowl can be extremely awkward when it comes to being all demonstrative, she can be extremely affectionate but due to that same awkwardness she can come off as possessive as she doesn't know when to stop. She's quite the stubborn type and while she doesn't like giving up if she feels like she had failed she's more likely to get disappointed and give a long pause - almost giving up - for a long time until she feels ready she can slowly start working on it again.



▸ tinyhowl never had thought highly of herself. on better days she often fantasizes herself as a successful warrior that is worth to be respected, the best form of herself. she's well-aware of her weaknesses, and while this can sometimes be a good thing where she knows how to not push herself over her limits and to be humble, it also strongly discourages her to challenge herself outside of her comfort zone.

▸ although she can now be considered a seasoned warrior, she still has a hard time taking her own decisions due to her insecurity of messing up.

▸ despite her young age and kit-like nature, tinyhowl can be extremely reliable and quick to learn but due to her high emotional intelligence she can be a good listener and somewhat a good advisor for comfort. she can be extremely affectionate out of the blue as well, one strong part of her does that unconsciously as being credible is one of her strongest points.

▸ while she is generally a courteous cat, she also has a beneficial side she won't hesitate to use if it is for her own defense; due to her high empathetic nature she is easily aware of how another cat feels and she can be a good manipulator who is using kindness to gain the trust of another without being suspected much, thankfully her quiet trait is also aiding to her as she advertises a facade that doesn't have to gain anything from sharing information given to her however that could be very destructive if she plays her cards well against another to destroy them mentally from inside and expose them to a handful of threats, which she will most likely avoid doing in the extreme unless it's a last resort -- although she wants to sharpen her manipulative skills she finds it ethically wrong to go further than fishing for information that will aid her.

▸ despite her anxiety she's a mentally strong character, which is the source of her whole being; it's extremely hard to put this tomboy down due to her own love for herself assists her on curing herself early enough to stand on her feet in time.


▸ whereas before, when tinyhowl had turned to an unfamiliar face with the patience and kindness of an old friend, she now takes a more cautionary and quieter approach to strangers. her empathetic and thoughtful side would still no doubt show through.

▸ to closer friends and family she's more playful and humorous, allowing her odd quirks and habits to present themselves when she's the least self-guarded. tinyhowl can be very forgiving when she's being wronged especially after being apologized to but due to her own self-respect and recognition of self-worth she will prefer to grow distant from these people and showing a rather cold attitude.

▸ tinyhowl can sense a bad cat when she sees one as her tendencies to be quiet helped her obtain the lurking skill where she has learned to speak less and observe more, instinctively understanding who is worth to be her friend or not, making her being picky of who she will trust -- and sometimes it is also a solid reason of why she's not as sociable as she wants to be but she's thankful for that trait.


▸ tinyhowl almost constantly questions her place in thunderclanclan, often feeling like an outcast due to her distant behavior. tinyhowl is often seen either helping around or trying to observe warriors practicing new techniques to sharpen her own skills when she isn't out in the territory. hating to think of herself as useless, she is unlikely to ever retire even when she reaches of age.

▸ though she loves her clan, she feels like she hasn't found her place in the clan, encouraging her to try and avoid getting involved with political conflicts. this, too, makes her worry that she isn't loyal enough to thunderclan, though her contributions prove otherwise.


▸ positive: climbing trees, millipedes, corn flowers, mornings, lighter colored cats
↳ drawn towards personalities that are warm, intelligent, friendly, playful and humorous
↳ while the appearance of the cat she will be interested it is something she doesn't care about, she has a slight preference for physical attributes: lean/thin forms, tabbies, green, blue or yellow eyes <- although it's not quite important for her, she'd love any cat that would fit in the personality traits that attracts her (aligns as demiromantic)
↳ has romantic preference to cats of same sex; she-cats only (aligns as homosexual)

▸ negative: sharp objects, being scolded, arguments, anxiety, being made to feel stupid, storms
↳ deterred by personalities that are aggressive, rude, unaccented, spiritless, cocky, Indecisive loud, and cold










▸ despite liking kits, she doesn't want kits of her own.

▸ while she's short in size, she has extremely long limbs, especially legs and tail for her own height, giving her the curiosity to know how she'd look like if she was taller.

▸ whenever no one is around, tinyhowl often wanders in the forest, looking for different flowers and climbing trees to observe her surroundings better but also make herself less noticable.

▸ she has a strong sense of smelling and hearing but she can't identify the scent unless she's extremely common with it (e.g her clan's odor, smell of salt, smell of rain, smell of her favorite food and flowers)

▸ insecure of her appearance; she thinks she's ugly.

▸ she tackles or nibs the ears of cats she trusts to show her affection.

▸ despite her liking to be taller she completely fine with her height, probably thanks to her long legs that she's not having a complex of that.

▸ has a tendency to ramble when she gets comfortable. the opposite comes into effect when she's very anxious or stressed-- she may lose her ability to speak temporarily.

▸ while she's not the best at stamina despite liking to run and climb alot, she's an ace of stealth and flexibility; maybe one of her best traits.

▸ because of her outgoing nature and small form she's easier to make friends with apprentices and kits.

▸ whenever she is really anxious, she may have the tendency to run away.

▸ she's timid but she tries to fight it although if she's cautious or her instinct is giving her red flags she's most likely to flee.

▸ even though she's a tomboy, she enjoys sniffing flowers due to the different aroma.

▸ she secretly wishes to be physically stronger because she loves sparring so she might be often seen practicing alone in secret to come up with new strategies versus strong opponents because she's squishy.

▸ she has high reflexes but her body is quite sensitive; she can get hurt easily and thanks to her being clumsy she often trips alot.

▸ she loves sleeping on her belly but during her sleep she lays on her back with her legs hanging in the air.

▸ she loves singing although she has a terrible voice.

PHYSIOLOGY

▸ light yet bright-colored eyes
▸ long legs and tail
▸ lithe stature
▸ bengal markings
▸ has a lighter colored blaze on her face




▸ healthy

▸ still suffering from anxiety and social awkwardness

▸ no visible scars.

▸ no visible deformities.

CONNECTIONS

HISTORY

RELATIONSHIPS

PLOT TRACKER

▸ short-term / fling
▸ potential slow-burn relationship?


▸ she could always use more friends

MISCELLANEOUS

▸ sOON, soon










▸ soon